queeniesam

Jacki Star (Sammie)

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Close to You by queeniesam, literature

Fade From Blue by queeniesam, literature

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Fade From Blue

A blue ember falls from an eye which can show no evil dropping down to the cheek, one of rosey complexion the saline stinging as it rolls past the wound down to the soft lips which will never tell not stopping, heads to the chin where it is supposed to fade into the solitude of space. A blue ember, falls from an eye which can show no evil, dropping to the floor, caught by the wind... now a part of the air we breath... So just think, when your breathing in, you are taking a little bit of me.

Debilitation2 by queeniesam, literature

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Debilitation2

A million words could I think in my mind but when i put them to paper they do not ryme, how i want them to...Does it mean anything to you? A million words I have said in your presence not one acknowledged, it doesnt make sence you don't hear them how i want you to... does it make a difference at all to you? A million miles away I am, so glad to be away, why can't i stop thinking of you, do you feel it to? Do you miss me like i want you to, or... does it just not matter to you? Dead in the ground, what did i do??? I've put my life to an end...why... because i cared for you, but i realized it doesn't matter what i do, it just n

WurdsAway by queeniesam, literature

I AM BUT ME by queeniesam, literature

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I AM BUT ME

Fishing in a dead sea, walking on air i see all that is not seen I AM DEATH AND DESPAIR. Fading into the black, shining like a star, I AM EVERYTHING YOU LACK AND EVERYTHING YOU ARE. I am the world above you and I am the world below, im the sun shining on your back i am the bleak and endless snow. I am the sorrow you have, and i am the merriment you lack. The nature around you, the coldness inside. All that you want to see, and all that you want to hide. I am in your body, in your mind, can't you see it's all apart of time Growing old and back again where your new birth begins, the shadows you see on a dim lit wall, where you know n

reality vs dreams by queeniesam, literature

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reality vs dreams

I fled from a world where no one cared, Desired a world where no one dared to spring upon hatred as a febal hope of soul surviving. Lost in my own confusion, stuck in a false harmony I can't seem to find the meaning of "true". Looking around at the world I've created it's no better than the world where no one cared. The conscious of my mind wont let me get any sleep for if i do i wake up. I ran and ran and am still running but what can i possibly running from? The answers to the questions i've worked so hard to find, I've worked so hard because in the back of my mind i never expected to find them. But now that i am so close I

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reality vs dreams by queeniesam, literature

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reality vs dreams

I AM BUT ME by queeniesam, literature

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I AM BUT ME

WurdsAway by queeniesam, literature

Debilitation2 by queeniesam, literature

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Debilitation2

Fade From Blue by queeniesam, literature

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Fade From Blue

Close to You by queeniesam, literature

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United States
Deviant for 21 years
www.myspace.com/jackistar
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Current Residence: Beacon, Ny
Favourite genre of music: Everything
Favourite cartoon character: Chilly Willy
Personal Quote: " Never Let the Sun set on tomorrow, before the sun rises today"

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My Cousin Jessica

Favourite Movies

Jerrasic Park, Land BEfore time

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Blessed Union Of Souls

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Games

Zelda

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Photography, Music and my beau.

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queeniesam

Dec 24, 2008

Here it goes again

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Wow it seems I only feel the need to write in january. Will and I broke up in april of 07 this time for good i confessed to him that I had cheated on him with Joey and i had slept with matt when we were on a "break".After breaking ties with william i quit american eagle too. I started dating brian bogholtz that was another joe brennan situation he was an alcoholic who had slept with god knows how many people before he even met me. He was in love with each of his ex's and 3 months into dating him he lost or "quit" his job so for the next 6 months I worked two jobs the UPS store in New windsor and Viking Jackets my aunts screen printing company

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queeniesam

Jan 5, 2006

Devious Journal Entry

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Today is tom2s  wake. I don't know how i'm going to be able to deal with this...I don't like wakes...nor do i like funerals. They make me feel sick...it's like a phobea...but when it's someone this close, I guess you have to just suck it up right? Either way...i know i gotta do it...i just don't know what will become of it. If i'll be able to breath...if i'll just cry, if i'll just sit silent...and do nothing. I don't know. I just don't know

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queeniesam

Jan 4, 2006

Shoulda seen it

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You shoulda seen the look on his face when rob told me they smoked....he just stared at rob in disbelief...then rob came with the coverup oh he only took three hits...he didn't wanna smoke but i wanted someone to smoke with...wtf man...i'm mourning the death of my cousin, and he's out with his friends fucking smoking and getting high. That's true love. It really fucking is. I mean...I guess it's just weird to me, someone dies and you expect everone to stop laughing...you know...you expect the person you care about more than anything would feel the exact same pain you do because it hurts. It just fucking hurts so bad you know. it's crazy it's

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LuneBleu

Jul 29, 2006

Thank you so much for the fav lovely

MelyannaM

Mar 2, 2005

Hey! Thanks for the fav

gothicdesign

Mar 1, 2005

thanks for

kike3k1k

Nov 25, 2004

thanks for your fav!!

Hopefulmirage

Apr 7, 2004

Wow. You put a lot of emotion onto a peice of paper. I use my poetry to express all of my feelings so I dont explode from keeping them locked inside of my. It seems like you do the same. I absolutely adore free verse poetry, and your poetry is really meaningful. Keep up the great work!

*~Chrissy~*

spyed

Apr 10, 2003

Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

Fella

spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
Ninja

I know. That's why it's going to work.

Do not try and bend the spoon ...

alienista

Aug 8, 2002

Jacky, thank you so much for your comment on "One among others" I really appreciate it